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Baldwin & Beyoncé & Black History Month

There have been so many think pieces flooding the internet these past few days about Bey’s new video and its complex symbolism that for some reason is making people uncomfortable, which has me like:

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There’s also been this weird prospect emerging that’s gaining an alarming amount of traction, which is, there’s a “new kind of black” person or idea. In my opinion, whenever I hear notions like this it just seems plain insulting. It’s like hearing, “But you’re not really black” or “I don’t consider you black.” It’s an insinuation that there is some kind of definition of what it means to be black, as if it’s “different” to challenge the status quo. It’s time to turn this tedious, parochial idea that has plagued what it means to be black for centuries on its head. There is no such thing as a “new kind of blackness or black person.” There is finally an acceptance of the fact that blackness means an infinite amount of things, because people can’t be one dimensional even if they tried. Yes, even you Stacey Dash are not just a scary testament of self-hatred.

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I think Bey’s new video is so refreshing because it’s devoid of the fake, overly produced, annoyingly flashy music video, but is a celebration, embracing culture- black culture-and critiquing society in a way the mainstream hasn’t seen before. It’s not often, these days, a star of her caliber throws caution to the wind to examine the shortcomings of our current social climate and takes an obvious stand on racial, controversial issues.

There have been scores of historical and contemporary figures who have used their talents or their clout to discuss what it means to be black in a way that is beyond the monochromatic language associated with conversations about race. Whenever I think about race I always think of this person. One of my favorite human beings who has written countless essays on the subject and continues to inspire me beyond the grave. Of course, it is the incomparable James Baldwin.

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Baldwin also celebrated black culture in his writing and made me want to be a writer because of the way he used the very language that created such strong rhetoric for oppression and hate, but transformed it into a beautifully complex narrative that is non-apologetic and has an uncanny demand for respect. He writes in a way I have yet to find anywhere else. His command of language, the grace of his candor- he’s a timeless mind that doesn’t get nearly enough attention, but this is not surprising, just disappointing.

Anyway, I digress. The entire point of this post is to point out this celebration of blackness by a black woman and how seeing a video in this context is a game changer. Baldwin speaks almost (ALMOST) ad nauseam about the way black people are perceived and the serious issues that lie in needing approval by the very people who refuse to see you as anything but what they perceive you to be. In a society that is constantly chipping away at the self-esteem of black men and women so painstakingly built on a history where our ancestors were subjected to atrocities and horrors that are unspeakable, unthinkable, this music video cut through all of that bullshit and celebrated black culture.

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In other (more boring) news, it’s Black History month and every year I swear the same five figures are plastered all over everything. I’m not saying these five people are not important, it’s just frustrating that there is very little done to showcase more than the “first black (insert insane profession here that confirms that racism is rampant)” or uncover black individuals who have had a tremendous hand in building modern society. It’s one of the most insulting times of year, because it’s the shortest month and, in schools, it’s a lazy testament of how little this country cares to actually face racism. I GUESS this list is a start.  

Black history is intrinsically tied with American history, but this pointed distinction each year that because of the discrepancy in curriculum… and America culture(?) there is still a need for this month because this history would otherwise be ignored. That to me is the biggest issue - this annual reassurance that things have not changed. And if you’re one of those lunatics who thinks we should “be grateful you get an entire month, because if there was a white history month everyone would be mad,” I’m not sure who you are or on what planet you’re existing but the ignorance of statements like that are what make my blood boil and put me into an all-encompassing rage. Black history should be taught throughout the year, because it’s not like it happened in a vacuum, divorced from the reality in which it was occurring, on some third dimensional plane. It takes effort to separate out Black History from the history of this country and I like to call that effort, racism.

So, it was nice to feel those same feelings of pride while watching that Beyoncé video and seeing a part of me, various aspects of blackness, be given this insurmountable glory, this infectious glamor, this fistful of motivation, this long needed affirmation using imagery that is so inherently within the context of black culture that’s been glaringly missing from mainstream media. 

Plus, nobody has pull like Bey.

And nobody will ever be able to get down like Baldwin.

I’m out.

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tags: black power, blackness, black history month, racism, James Baldwin, beyonce, defining yourself, be you, red lobster, formation, get in formation, queen bey
Tuesday 02.09.16
Posted by Christina Scarlett
 

ptrslbrmn:

Blow // Beyonce

Source: http://solismalfoi.tumblr.com/post/7505230...
tags: beyonce
Thursday 01.30.14
Posted by Christina Scarlett
 

Dat Single Life

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I am always fascinated by articles I read about dating nowadays. It’s fun to see that other people are observing this painfully intricate dance of pretending and indifference that has become normalcy for courtship. I’m not sure when this change occurred. I like to think it happened right when I graduated college because that’s just the kind of luck I have and how lovely it would be to not only be thrown into the financial crisis but a nonchalant dating scene as well. Double whammy.

The article that made me want to expand on my experience in the human hustle is this thought catalogue article. Not only does it outline everything I find deplorable about dating, but it reveals a very true and sad undercurrent of fear and insecurity that has manifested itself in the worst ways. Most of those “trends” are a direct result of protection. Nobody wants to get hurt. However, in some cases heartbreak is inevitable. I think people need to stop being so terrified to experience something that brings us together. Breakups are awful, but so is letting someone you actually care about get away in hopes of preserving your feelings that have gotten hurt anyway because that person thinks you don’t give a shit about them, do you see this awful cycle? Showing someone you like them and want to see them shouldn’t be this entirely shameful action where you feel pathetic for wanting to see someone you like. Oh, especially if the feelings are mutual. It’s beyond me why people can only hang out a few times a month so as not to seem too interested in each other. Ridiculous. Honestly, I wonder if it’s because we’re all basically told everyday that our attention spans are continuously waning. Maybe that’s where the apprehension comes in. If you hang out with someone too much you’ll start to get bored. Well then isn’t it better to happen sooner rather than spending months figuring it all out? I’m rambling.

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There was this other thing I saw on Imgur that was a screenshot of some dude trying RELENTLESSLY trying to speak with a lady he was kind of desperately enamored by. Though the way she dealt with the situation was not to tell him she wasn’t interested, but to use one of those popular dating tactics of ignoring someone like they’re one of those ghosts in Super Mario and if hold  Y and down Mario turns into that statue and the ghost(s) won’t see you. The pathetic guy is the ghost in that incredibly convoluted scenario. Anyway, all this girl had to do was say, NOT INTERESTED, instead of allowing this dude to continuously message her for months on end.( I won’t get into how incredibly strange it is these kids are called “thirsty.” It sounds super gross. Thirsty for what!?) It seems like one of those situations where maybe the recipient of these messages was getting I dunno a bit of an ego boost from this poor guy? It’s awful to put things like that on the internet, because people have feelings. 

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What I’ve been meaning to say, before going off on many tangents, is we shouldn’t be so scared to get hurt and we shouldn’t be so hesitant to show how we feel. I’ve totally witnessed and embarrassingly participated in perpetuating these “trends,” and I can say wholeheartedly say they suck and rarely lead to positive results. That’s just me, though. Also, I’m pretty positive I have no idea what I’m doing 98% of the time. The whole “dating game” has completely eluded me. Rarely do I find myself excited about potential fellows for those very trends I can barely keep up with and follow. Though, I must say I am totally content with “dat single life” right now. 

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tags: single ladies, dating, love, nyc, brooklyn, single life, being single, courtship, beyonce, bookish, pokemon
Saturday 01.04.14
Posted by Christina Scarlett
 

logansprincess:

Love on Top | Beyoncé

You’re not allowed to dislike Beyonce after hearing this song. Unless you’re a heartless, soulless android… Sweet lord help me, I just unknowingly described a cylon. This Battlestar phase is proving to be more difficult to overcome than suspected.

Source: http://actuallycrying.tumblr.com/post/4223...
tags: cylon, beyonce, love on top
Monday 02.04.13
Posted by Christina Scarlett
 

Celebrity Denial

I used to get angry when people spoke of celebrities like they were friends of theirs who were over for a few brews just chatting about life. NO. You found out that absurdly private information via poorly written tabloid columns. “Man, Lindsay needs to get her life together.” Or, “Poor Katie Holmes. So glad she got out of that nightmare relationship with Tom.” Or, “Rihanna’s an idiot for getting back with Chris.” (she is).  However, now it just makes me plain sad… for my withering brain capacity.

Without actively seeking this knowledge I have unwillingly been subjected to intricate details of complete strangers lives and get this- STORING IT. You know how I know? Because without even thinking about it I can remember mostly every detail of any recent celebrity scandal/happening/event/tediously boring activity just by hearing the name of the celebrity involved. This makes me increasingly uncomfortable for two reasons, one: I can barely remember what I ate yesterday, but I can recite the birth date of Jay-Z and Beyonce’s baby. Two: Knowing a celebrity’s net worth makes me want to punch kittens and kick puppies. I don’t like feeling the compulsion to punch or kick cute, cuddly animals, but once I read how much Kristen Stewart is getting paid to play a mopey teen in yet another sub par, monotonous indie move, or better yet, a certain popular vampire-lover with zero range of emotion and a penchant for adultery- reason goes out the window. All I see is red.

I wish I was this adept at retaining music knowledge. Whenever I listen to music I rarely know who’s singing or even what decade it came from. I barely know anything about musicians. What do you mean Franklin Ocean isn’t a British composer from 1819? So Grimes isn’t a euphemism for an STI? Lil Wayne isn’t a race horse from New Jersey? Rihanna’s terrible. See what I mean? Clueless. 

I am actively trying to offset this celebrity trivia with more important things though, like pictures of food… and politics. Although, I must admit, telling people about how Al Roker shat his pants at the White House is an excellent conversation-starter.

 

This is like my favorite thing ever. EVER.

tags: al roker, rihanna, chris brown, beyonce, jay-z, frank ocean, grimes, lil wayne, celebrities
Monday 01.28.13
Posted by Christina Scarlett